04S77!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

since the blog is in a gradual, progressive, but definite decline, i'm going to randomly give everyone updates on my life, in an attempt to fill up some space, and provide everyone's innate voyeurism some satisfaction.

so, due to the combination of some recent events, it has occured to me that living a day-to-day life isn't sufficiently purposeful. the leaving-tomorrow's-stuff-for-tomorrow-to-do attitude epitomised by my never-doing of tutorials and, contrary to popular belief, minimal last-minute studying for tests, is a fucking waste of youth. of course, i often convinced myself that it was just "my version" of carpe diem -- a weary, inexperienced mind is easy to fool.

also, i realise, i take tonnes of shit for granted. one of them would be youth, i mean, i'm already 18.67 years old. in a couple of years time i wouldn't even be a "teenager" or "adolescent" that everyone writes about in their GP essays. thinking back, my childhood must have been fucking deprived. i never recited nursery rhymes, played with barbie dolls, or had a primary school sweetheart about whom i could talk about during chalets. it is extremely tragic that i spent my childhood, formative years in such an environment.

because of all this, i've decided that it is essential to set certain goals for yourself, after all, life without direction, without objective, seems so pointless, and after acheiving these certain markers, you could go celebrate, and drink yourself silly as reward.

so here goes.

1. have sex with the following people before i die. because they're all exceptionally deletable. these people are listed in no particularly order.
#1 ang wei-wen
#2 kate beckinsale
#3 keira knightley
#4 zijian. but only because he's fucking incontactable. and after sex he'll be all clingy and we'll never have problems finding him again.

#2 find a hot korean gamer girlfriend, with the surname "park", who will serve me hot korean steamboat in a nurse uniform, before we have red hot sex, every friday and saturday night.

#3 appreciate mum more. she went overseas. i did everything. i bitch at her too much.

so yeah, thats it for now. wow, i never thought i'd think so much about this shit; perhaps this is all part of the growing up process.

withmuchlove,
bob.

04s77 fell asleep@7:50 PM